Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Headache

Have had a headache that will not go away.  I have also been having disturbances in vision which I can only describe as viewing my world as though it were appearing upon the surface of a pool of water and that someone has dragged a stick accross it, causing it to ripple and distort.  An interesting perspective on life but not one I want to have for the long term. Going to the doctor later. Probably shouldn't be staring at this computer screen but I'm feeling that creative "itch" today. It's been coming on for a while and now it is nagging at me.  I wish I felt this way every day so that I could discipline myself to write every day.  But unfortunately, sometimes I just wake up and don't even think about it or the thought is fleeting and I do nothing about it.  How can I expect to be a writer if I don't write?  On the other hand, I'm feeling better about my work life and am slowly coming to the conclusion that when things are going well at work I don't want to write as much.  So basically I have to miserable and hate my job in order to pursue writing.  I need to rectify that. I need to be able to enjoy my work and also enjoy writing and allow these two different aspects of my life to feed off each other.  Will work on this.  Short entry.  Not very substantive but an effort to continue with writing.  Plus, I have three different places in which I deposit my writing and haven't used this one much lately.  Throwing my blog a bone...

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